Episode II Confessionals

[Zander]

[Judge Sam]

Just dropping in to say I love your confessionals, as always obviously, they are my favorites. I'm interested to see your train of thought from the Spy's perspective and see how that works out. You don't have to be extremely less crazy as a Spy, you can still be a Spy and have personality. =) I'll talk to you on AIM soon about your role, and thanks for posting conversations as well, I know it isn't easy.


Also sometimes Spies like to post strategies/thoughts in the Spy HQ so I understand if there is less to talk about after that in here haha.

[Zander]

OH MY GOD I KEEP MESSING UP


I just said.... Imprisonment was tonight. But it's tomorrow. Our DECISION for Imprisonment was due tonight. I did this in like multiple conversations. I told Lloyd someone told me it was tonight. I REALLY hope no one catches this. I SUCK!

[Zander]

And the reason why that sucks is Lloyd (Jess) KNOWS Imprisonment decisions are due 24 hours beforehand!!! AHHHH!!!!

[Zander]

I've been very despondent from my confessionals, because of my spydom, I suppose, so it's about time I get back in here and actually post my thoughts!


Being a spy is actually just as hard as it was being a citizen last season. Both jobs have their work cut out for them, but this time I have to consistently watch everything I say and I'm not doing the best job at it. I'm afraid of being blindsided tonight in the Exile, because I know it has been discussed... How very odd that Lloyd wanted me gone earlier this week, I tried to Imprison him and it didn't work, and now he basically forgot about me.


I guess making it past Week 1 is at least good. Ultimately if I can survive to Week 6 like I did as Anneliese, I'll just be amazed... I would really like for the spies to win but if I keep messing up then who knows if we ever will?


Anyway, so far I keep telling everyone I trust Singe and Masaki, as I basically would in citizen-life anyway. I don't know how people are ignoring them, they're both smart, they both know what they're doing (If I were a dick I'd accuse Singe of being Jack and Masaki of being Tenchi, since I'm very convinced that's who they are), and they both make sense. Singe seems to be all over the place though, kind of like me last season, and as long as that keeps him from waking up and realizing that I'm a spy, we're good. Although he suspects way too many people I think, and seems to think Candy and I are working together...


Nope, I just hate that dumb bitch, that's all.


I really put the hate on her last night and if she votes for me I will not be surprised at all, but I doubt it would mean anything, and people would just sooner suspect her again. I have a feeling that she will go next exile anyway.


Also, about this mystery gift - I want to know who got it. Gut tells me it's a private investigation, though I'm only slightly worried about it falling on me if Candy gets it. I think Abrams and (Who's in that family? Kip?) have bigger fish to fry.


I'm still sad about Lise going, since I know for a fact she was smart and if she had stuck around then I definitely could have gotten to know her well... She was someone it was fun to talk (fake) strategy with, kind of like Masaki.... Reminded me a lot of Leena in the fact that it was not really her time to go, I just wish she had been on more.


I'm going to try to see if some people will stir the pot against Jeremiah and Naomi, that would make me really really happy. Take all eyes off the spies (yet again), and have those two sides battle it out while 10 of us float in the middle helplessly.

Basic goals this week were achieved, minus Lloyd not being Imprisoned. Ultimately his eyes seemed to have fallen off of me, I mended my relationship with Ralph and we're basically both playing each other at this point, which hurts neither of us.

My only OTHER goal was to not vote with the majority and what happens? I mention Grace in the burg first, and that I might be voting for her, and then EVERYONE ELSE jumps on board. WHAT THE HELL.

I'm tempted to vote Johan just out of spite.



Anyway, I'll catalogue the rest of my thoughts later, this was just a very necessary deposit of feelings.


-Z

[Zander]

spies4Summer: Let's say you're in one group of spies and I'm in the other



*Teehee* It's probably true, too!

[Zander]

So, after I miss exile, it appears there were many things for me to catch up on...


Let's start simple. Only Johan and myself voted Grace. I gather Johan picked Grace to save his ass... I have nothing to really defend, since I was locked on Grace since last night. And since Grace basically self-exiled herself, then more power to her. I definitely thought that if she left, it wouldn't be because of herself. Oh well.


Ultimately I came off from it not looking too bad. Not my fault some unfunny chick wanted to let herself lose.



So then we find out that there are not only 7 spies, but there is another group that we are AGAINST. Angelica called it, and deserves some props.

You do too, Sam, because this is extremely creative.


So now it seems that no matter what game I play, I must always search for spies haha. I honestly feel kind of bad now... I was starting to feel "elite", and now I find out that there are just four other people that were also picked so I'm not as special I suppose.

So, who am I suspecting at this point?


It sounds odd, but...



Summer, Gordy, Beverly, and either Singe/Masaki/Candy/Kip...


I don't know, to be honest, that was basically a guess.








Anyway, hoorah for surviving the first two rounds, without receiving a single real vote. Now we have to be amazing and just Imprison the right person and survive one more exile and we'll be good to go. My hopes are that the mystery gift was not a private investigation, and if it was, that none of my group is chosen. Okay good.



Orthodoxy is so much better than the Traditionalists, just basically because we're down in numbers.


Our goal is to imprison obvious citizens, so that we don't give the other group the chance to Imprison us. We want to keep these advantages.


Basically, the others will be exiled. I don't see any of my group being seriously considered for exile any time soon - as long as Lloyd and friends suspect Madison, I'm at least covered for a while. It seems that everyone in my family is more suspicious than me... Bravo for picking it.



That's about all for now... Who should be exiled this week?


Hmm...


Hahaha....


I dunno, maybe I'll try to be fun and act like I don't trust Singe anymore...


Who knows. Let's just let people tell me what to do a little more. I went on my own Week 1 and 2 and it seems it went well, so maybe a nice change of pace is in store.


I basically just need to sleep on all of this, I guess.

It's a lot of information to deal with, a lot of strategizing to perform, and just a lot to worry about....


We'll see in due time, and I'm sure my girls Faizah and Angelica will be there to help



-Z

[Candy]

"I really put the hate on her last night and if she votes for me I will not be surprised at all, but I doubt it would mean anything, and people would just sooner suspect her again. I have a feeling that she will go next exile anyway."

I DID vote for you! And I'm going to last longer than you next time. This episode was the pits, with Jeremiah and Mistaki and MAGIC BOY and Lloyd and Ralph all trying to exile me.

[Zander]

I actually never had a hand in exiling you or anything. I just hoped you'd go

And when did you vote for me?

[Candy]

I changed my vote to Jeremiah. It's in my vote thread. It was on you first.

[Candy]

ALSO FOR SOMEONE WHO HEARTS ME SO MUCH YOU NEVER TALK TO ME. Bitch.

[Lloyd]

zander said:

OH MY GOD I KEEP MESSING UP


I just said.... Imprisonment was tonight. But it's tomorrow. Our DECISION for Imprisonment was due tonight. I did this in like multiple conversations. I told Lloyd someone told me it was tonight. I REALLY hope no one catches this. I SUCK!

Thats the thing about being a spy. You are so paranoid about everything that you think people will pick up on the smallest things ever. And if you ever think you can let something out because you are probably just being paranoid, then it will come back and bite you in the ass.
[/stressful memories]

[Zander]

candy said:

ALSO FOR SOMEONE WHO HEARTS ME SO MUCH YOU NEVER TALK TO ME. Bitch.

? You're NEVER on your game AIM name or your other screen name. Bitch.

[Candy]

You've been looking for me? That is so cute!