Episode Eight - Confessionals

[Candy]

Episode eight. Wow.

Maybe typing my thoughts out here will help. I'm so confused and overwhelmed and I'm so mixed on what to do next.

What do I want?
- To not be imprisoned
- To not be exiled (though I am not that worried about this)
- To exile Truman
- To exile Mistaki
- To make sure my core group of Pudgette, MAGIC BOY, Kip, Summer, Abrams and Johan stick together especially in case I get imprisoned
- To keep my core group together without putting anyone else in danger
- To keep my identity as the Fatemaker a secret because the moment anyone knows I am doomed.


How can I achieve my goals?
- I can let my trusteds and Faizah say that they are good with the idea of exiling me to throw off the spies
Pros/cons: I might actually get exiled if I make it through the imprisonment but I doubt it. I have enough votes locked in that I think I will be okay.

- I can tell everyone my Truman suspicions
(This mission is essentially complete)

- I can tell everyone my Mistaki suspicions
This mission is harder because I have to decide how to do it. If I reveal that I strongly suspect he's an Orthodoxy spy then I'll be imprisoned. But I am very likely going to be imprisoned anyway so I might as well do it. But why make my imprisonment certain? If I don't tell people then I will have to put others in danger because they will have to tell them for me and if they don't then everyone will be oblivious to the spy in their midst.


This actually isn't helping. It's making me feel even more anxious.

[Candy]

Adelaide was imprisoned?

Sucks for her.

My trusteds are still together.

I think I can deal with it

[Candy]

Johan said that he gets to resurrect a player!! This is really exciting. I was surprised Sherri, Martha-Man and Lloyd were not on the list of his choices because they seemed to be very enthusiastic Spies players.

I told him that I wanted Gordy back. I have to find out if Gordy confirmed MAGIC BOY. Also I don't want anyone who's really against me like Jeremiah or anyone who hasn't been briefed on everything like Adelaide back because then we won't get information and I'll be in trouble. Angelica, Bev and Naomi were on the list of choices and I thought that was funny. Johan said he thought it would be fun to bring a spy back but he wasn't going to do it. I am worried about Johan though because he doesn't talk to anyone else but me. I am also worried about role reveals to Gordy because he spills information. So far I haven't told a single player that I am the Fatemaker, although I was really really really tempted to tell Johan last night. But they say that once you make the sell, stop selling. He's sold on the idea that I'm a citizen and that Truman or Mistaki should leave tonight so why tell him?

I sent out a PM to Johan, Abrams, Kip, Summer, Hannah, Zander and Faizah telling them to vote Mistaki. Voting alliance! Then I talked to everyone but Faizah and they all said "No, let's vote Cain". Well except MAGIC BOY who called me sugartits and told me he was voting Mistaki no matter what. But it's very important I keep the list quiet because I don't want people to be able to blab and I don't want Faizah to be able to tell a spy this time. I didn't actually want to tell Faizah and in retrospect I shouldn't have. I included her so she'd feel included and that's a bad reason. I did NOT include Singe. I want him to continue to operate as a free agent.