Confessional, Round 8

[Summer]

I can't believe this game started just a month ago. It seems like years. I am SO FREAKING GLAD that I'm not a Spy this time - if I thought 36 days was bad, I'd probably have to check myself into a mental ward at the thought of lying and plotting and scheming for an even longer time. Being a Spy seriously affected me physically and emotionally, so I'm infinitely glad I get to play as a Citizen this time around.

I'm still amazed that my UTR strategy is working. I'm overlooked as a Citizen and as a Spy by everyone (at least I think I am - who knows what the Spies have in mind?).

Singe is ready to cut me apart for not coming forward with my PM from Candy. He can kiss my ass. Coming forward would bring me a lot of attention and I'd also have to say that I didn't receive my PM from Candy until round 4. I mean, I could prove that she did send out a PM to me before she went public by showing my Madison convo since she wasn't online at all during the day of exile, and Candy didn't reveal her investigation result until late that night, which means that I had to have known before Candy publically revealed Beverly's identity. But she would get in huge trouble for the timing, which I honestly am questioning myself. Why wait to PM anyone until round 4?

But all things considered, Candy's not high up on my suspect list. I strongly suspect Leon, Johan, Cain, Bunni, and Faizah (even though she's been making amends with me, because I think she's trying to hide behind me like she did with Beverly and as a former Spy I know that's a move I would have made). Adelaide's departure definitely makes Leon look bad. I really don't know why Singe or Candy weren't imprisoned. What are the Spies trying to do? Are they working together? Whatever they're up to, we need to get one of them out this round because we need to get more leads and we need a morale boost. Everyone's taking things way too seriously right now. Well, nearly everyone. Johan and Abrams are miraculously nonchalant about the whole thing.

[Summer]

I got a PM from Candy tonight that said she's organizing a voting block between some of us. She asked us to prevote Masaki and tell her our thoughts on voting Cain. Personally I'd rather see Cain leave and find out once and for all what he is, but I'm fine with letting her make the call.

Faizah told me tonight that Zander tried to make a voting block for Naomi while Beverly and Naomi were both still in the game. This makes Zander appear less likely as a Traditionalist spy. But his voting block had Beverly, a spy, in it, so it couldn't have been that successful. It will be interesting to see if Candy's voting block works out better.

[Summer]

So Cain tinkered with his conversation and Candy has reissued orders to exile Cain. Interesting.

We have a few hours to go until exile and no one's online. Bummer.